Thursday, February 26, 2009
im at home now. just went to gym.haha. my driving lessons are finishing soon. my army date is coming soon.. argh !! lol. but i cant run away.. its singapore law. bleah. ok ok, enough of that whining and complaining. its almost time for tuition. u know i just wonder how is everyone ? my friends whom i have not seen for months or years ! oh gosh.. just suddenly thinking of everyone.. when i hear this song. lol.i bet everyone knows this song. it really really brings back memories. those happy ones, those sad ones, those funny one, playing together, exciting one, special moments.. all those smiles and laughters.. it builds up who u are. regardless of who u are, regardless of what u face, its really friends who support u through all the way. Remember when i was feeling down, when the whole world seems to be against me. Those who are in my poly would have know the shocking things i have done. But right here, right now.. i just want to say thank you and sorry. Thank you for trying ur best to help me, encourage me, support me, for at least being there for me.. but sorry for not listening to you all, i let u all down. but pls know that right deep down in my heart, i still cherish u all as frens. no matter what. u all stay a special part in my life. Thank you all !!
P.S. my eyes are wet when i wrote this :D
dreamt at 11:55 PM
Wednesday, February 25, 2009
perhaps this song says it all ...
Lyrics
I'm running out of Patiences
'cos i can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That i am feeling
I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh whoa whoa
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh whoa
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Not guuna lie
Or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And i ain't the one to show
The gun
'cos that means you will be
Winning oh yeah
I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh whoa whoa
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh whoa
Ooh oh ooh
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Somebody better hold me back
You're lucky i know how to act
(so lucky ain't gunna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe ...
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure.
hehe. so how did u enjoy it ? sometimes.. all u need is just to breathe ^-^
John 10:10
" The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I have come that tey may have life, and have it to the full. "
When i read to this part.. i want to share with u a small story. Once a hunter was out in the forest hunting when he chance upon a deer. Just when he was about to shoot the deer.. he saw a young foal stumbling out from the bush beside and walk gingerly to the deer. The hunter then realised that the deer is a mother and has just given birth. The hunter was glad.. this means that the deer was weak and may not run fast enough to escape. He crept slowly forward and take aim.. just when he was about to shoot.. the deer spoke to him, " Oh mr hunter ! have mercy ! my child is still young.. if u kill me now.. he will be helpless and will starve to death.. give me 2 weeks time to train him...after that i will come personally to ur house and then u can do whatever u want to me. " The hunter was taken aback.. but he felt sympathy for the young foal should he kill the mother deer so he agreed. after all.. its only one deer. He left.
Days passed.. weeks passed... This day, the hunter was surprisingly on the same path hunting again.. when all of a sudden.. a deer walked up to him and bowed her head in front of the hunter. The hunter was overjoyed ! He thought he was so lucky.. just then the young foal came running out of the bush and was licking the mother deer. The hunter was even happier ! He cannot believe his eyes. Then the mother deer spoke, " Mr hunter, u may have forgotten about me. but i have not. i am the deer that u wanted to kill 2 weeks ago.. as promised i have come to offer my life to u.. but pls spare my child. He is innocent. I would also like to thank you for letting me enjoy 2 weeks time with my young. it was priceless. " The mother deer spoke without raising her head. then she turn slowly and said, " my child.. its time for me to leave. u have to remember what i taught u for the past 2 weeks.. becos i will no longer be here to guide u anymore.. " The young foal cry upon hearing that and keep licking his mother. The hunter stood there, transfixed by the heartwarming scence happening in front of him. He then recalled what happen 2 weeks ago.. being a father himself.. he was moved to tears.. He kept his gun and walked away slowly.. but not before leaving the apples he brought along in front of the mother deer.
Hehe. that was the story. sorry if i nvr narrate it nicely.. i did try :D. But telling u, my readers, this story is becos i wanted to share the moral of this story with you. It is of cos connected to the quote from the bible i wrote. God is always there to help us. to protect us. In face of danger and trouble.. do we just run away or face it head on ? The thief in the form of temptation, evil desires and death will always be surrounding us.. waiting to trap us if we took a wrong step. but God is ever-present. Believing in him, trusting him would save us and let us know what is the right path to take. It would also give us courage to face danger bravely. Therefore, no matter what happens, believe in God's power to pull us through even the most horrible times of our life.. never waiver our faith in our sincere heart.. and we will receive abundent life beyond our wildest dreams. Spiritually and Physically. Thats what i believe. ^-^
dreamt at 8:14 AM
Tuesday, February 24, 2009
im not longer alone anymore..
it feels so sweet to me...
as though the world is overflowing with honey.
Oh.. how my heart aches yet again..
with the thought of u ..
so near yet so far...
i wish i could see ur smile right here right now..
My love.
A poem for u. hee ^-^
Back to me again. lol. going army on the 13th of march. suddenly everything seems so rush. but its still managable. right now im at home.. later have tuitions. im abit worried. with the time i have left. im not going to die ! im just thinking.. will i have enough time. in the past.. i wasted my time. nvr realise what i really wanted to do. but when u met someone in ur life.. suddenly ur life have a purpose. that person is you. Yes, you, u know who im saying about. the one in my heart. Thats why i am doing everything i can right now. becos i dun want to lose time even more. God bless. ^-^
dreamt at 7:38 PM
Monday, February 23, 2009
peacefully sitting in my brown chair,
with the gentle wind blowing thru my hair,
forgiving the past mistakes,
looking upon the present time,
and im still wishing for the future of my life,
i wish...
i wish...
i wish...
You were here with me ^-^.
A poem for you. hehe. right.. back to the reality. i always love music.. i believe that music is the bridge.. the connection for everything. Be it heartaches, sorrow, anger, happines.. or just being alone.. music will guide u thru.. thus, i would like to share this music.. it sorts of suits my mood now. so yeah. enjoy it :D hehe.
Lyrics:
There's nothing I could say to you
Nothing I could ever do to make you see
What you mean to me
All the pain, the tears I cried
Still you never said goodbye and now I know
How far you'd go
I know I let you down
But it's not like that now
This time I'll never let you go
Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
I thought that I had everything
I didn't know what life could bring
But now I see, honestly
You're the one thing I got right
The only one I let inside
Now I can breathe, cause you're here with me
And if I let you down
I'll turn it all around
Cause I would never let you go
Chorus:
I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life, I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay
Cause without you I cant sleep
I'm not gonna ever, ever let you leave
You're all I've got, you're all I want
Yeah
And without you I don't know what I'd do
I can never, ever live a day without you
Here with me, do you see,
You're all I need
Chorus:
And I will be, all that you want
And get myself together
Cause you keep me from falling apart
All my life (my life), I'll be with you forever
To get you through the day
And make everything okay.
hehe. just smoothes ur heart :D
Matthew 7:7-8
" Ask and it shall be given to you;
Seek and you will find;
Knock and the dorr will be opened to you;
For everyone who ask receives;
He who seeks finds;
And to him tho knocks, the door will be opened. "
Once again.. a quote from the HOLY BIBLE. its been 19 years of my life. i have been through alot. From studies to r/s to my own friends to even my jobs. each time there will be up and down.. but all i can say is that.. whenever we are down.. even if music is there to smoothe our senses.. the real way to calm us down.. is to seek the comfort of god's words. i was stuggling in my life.. until i met god's words. it gave me sense of peace.. a feeling i have been longing for.. i never realise how close it is to me until i reach out my hand. I regret not reaching out sooner. not opening my eyes wider.. So to all those lost souls out there.. Take a step out. reach ur hand out. Open ur heart and soul to god... u will receive more than what u can ever ask for.. Believe it. Thats what the quote is saying. Smiles ^-^
dreamt at 8:46 AM
Sunday, February 22, 2009
dreamt at 6:29 AM
for now.. enjoy... STONES !! lol :D
aww..aren't they cute ? haha.
right.. rounding off my blog poste.. would like to offer this prayer to those who are taking their exams tml or having exams next week.. its the last week of exams le. HANG IN THERE !! lol.
Matthew 6:9-13.
this is how u should pray:
"Our father in heaven,
Hallowed be your name,
Your kingdom come,
Your will be done,
On earth as in heaven,
Give us today our daily bread,
Forgive us our debts,
As we forgive our debtors,
And lead us not into temptations,
But deliver us from evil. "
People are always busy.. rushing here and there. the same goes for me. yet it does not take much to say a prayer. I like this verse. it calms me down whenever im facing naughty students or difficult choices or just past mistakes that caught up with me. and i sincerely hope that all those who reads my blogs.. will be able to learn this verse.. u might be a buddhist, or indian or malay or may have ur own religion.. im not forcing u. im a christian. and i hope God's glory will reach out to those who are still lost.. if u wish to say anything.. add it ! in the orange box. haha. cheers then.. be safe :D
dreamt at 4:11 AM
Tuesday, February 17, 2009
Haha. so which one caught ur eye ? next up for my blog poste theme, "Sweetness!" be on the look out :D
dreamt at 10:48 PM
Not sure if you ever read his comics, I used to read it some years ago when I was "young". Some of his words are really funny but true! I try to translate a few in case you cannot read chinese:
** 男人婚前不可能搞懂女人，等婚後搞懂也已經來不及了
** 夫妻之間一定要保持百分之二十的欺騙，才能維繫住百分之百的婚姻
** 女人為了了解男人，必須付出慘痛的代價，但當女人了解男人後，就會發現男人其實不值得那個代價
** 暫時的迷戀，有時會成為永久的傷痛，或--- 婚姻
** 戀愛很冒險，結婚很危險
** 沒有永久的快樂，所以，沒有永遠的愛情
** 已婚的女人敵視單身女人，是因為她們太會作怪
- the married girls dislike single girls, because they always create "trouble";
** 已婚的男人鄙視單身男人，是因為他們太快樂了
- the married guys dislike single guys, because they are too happy.
** 情人總是會分手，只不過變成夫妻後會慢一點
** 友情和愛情到底有什麼差別？ 其實只是一張床的差別
- the different between friendship and love is bed.
** 男人有千萬種，女人只討厭一種，就是對自己沒興趣的那種
** 男人的字典裡最重要的一個字：性， 女人的字典裡最重要的一個字：美，
** 當這兩本字典合在一起以後，你什麼字也查不到
- in the guys dictionary, the most important word is "sex"; in the girls dictionary, the most important word is "beauty"; if you combine the two dictionarys, you can find nothing.
** 每個男人都希望一生中能擁有一個情婦，因為他們需要有再活一次的感覺
** PＳ：可惜至少有百分之五十的男人想要再活很多次
- every guy would like to have an affair, so that they can have a feeling of startin a new life
- p/s 50% of the guys would like to start many new lifes.
** 所謂天堂，就是所有的女人都在，只有老婆不在的地方
- the so called heaven, is where all the gorgoues ladies are....except for ur wife.
** 所謂自由，就是一個男人獨居時所擁有的東西（也是女人不結婚時擁有的東西吧！）
- the so called freedom, is when a man have when he is living alone ( also what a lady have before she got married ! )
** 所謂懊悔，就是殺人或嫁人後，會產生的一種東西
- the so called regret, is the feeling after you kill someone or get married.
The rest u got to find out urself.... or wait for me to be back. haha. cheers :D
dreamt at 10:35 PM
The China prostitute teacher that worth a respect
This is a long story on "卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学".... take your time to read..
这名年仅21岁的美女教师的追悼会上，校长翻开殷彩霞的日记，当着孩子们的面老泪纵横地朗读起来，她这样写道：卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学…
In the funeral of this 21 years old pretty teacher, the school headmaster read Xia's diary sadly in front of all the students, she had written : 'Each prostitution, can help one schooless child; become a mistress once, can rescue a hopeless primary school.'....
殷彩霞出生在甘肃省某县的农村，在那个贫困的地方，村里的其他姑娘，无论美丑，早就到南方沿海城市去打工挣钱了，每到春节，她们都会打扮得花枝招展，大包小包的提回来。而殷彩霞高中毕业后没这么做，很多人都不理解，毕竟她的长相在村里是数一数二的。为此，她的父亲经常骂自己的女儿没出息。
Xia lived in a small village of province of Gan Shu . All ladies in this small village, no matter how does she looks like, pretty or not, will go to theSouthern part of city to earn money. Every spring time, they will come back with money and beautiful clothes. Xia didn't follow after she finished her secondary school. A lot of people don't understand what is she thinking of as she has the pretty face and body. And because of this, her father always scold her.
听说当地一所民办小学缺老师，她主动跟学校要求免费代课。因为她中学成绩就很好，顺利的通过了学校的文化考核，成为一名真正的民办教师。
When she heard of the only primary school in the village is in need of teachers, she voluntary ask to become a free teacher. She is a very good student in her secondary school and because of this, she easily pass thru all the test and became the teacher of the school.
当殷彩霞第一次走进课堂的时候，孩子门哗然了，他们从未见过如此漂亮的女老师。从此，教室里常常洋溢着孩子们的欢声笑语。说是教室，其实也就一遮风挡雨的茅草棚，树杆埋成的墙，石板搭起的课桌，砖头码起的讲台，最值钱的就是那块用青砖砌起之后经打磨又刷了黑漆的黑板了，粉笔不够用，常以石灰与泥巴代替。就是在这样条件下，殷彩霞教会孩子们认识了几千个汉字，也教会了他们很多做人的道理。
The 1st time when Xia walk into the classroom, all children was shocked to see a pretty teacher. From then on, the classroom is always filled with children's laughter. The classroom, or should we call it a hut instead, as the wall is made of sticks and cover with leaves as its ceiling. A big stone become their table and the most expensive thing in the room should be the polished dark-green stone as their blackboard. With this condition, Xia taught thousands of Chinese words and knowledge to her students.
一天夜里刮大风，茅草棚盖的学校屋顶被掀翻，黑板也被刮倒。第2天孩子们上学的时候各个不知道所措。校长去找县教育局长要钱结果无功而返。老校长晚上回来对殷彩霞说，局长说要你去才给。从来没有出过远门、也没有见过世面的殷彩霞怕把事情搞杂了，胆怯的步行10几公里去了县里。局长的办公室装修很豪华，墙上挂着很多锦旗，办公桌黑里透红，可以照见人影，上面立着一面小国旗，椅子是皮的，好象擦了鞋油一样光亮，比他的脑袋还要亮。局长见到殷彩霞，色咪咪聊了很多不着边际的话。直到天黑了，校长指着另外一扇门对她说，跟我过来拿钱。当殷彩霞走进去的时候，她只看到了一张床，也就是在那张床上，她失去了她的第一次，确切地说，是局长夺走了她的第一次。
There was always the weather to worry about.. one night, wild heavy rain destroye the classroom of the school and all students become schoolless.. The headmaster visit the province's education minister for some money to repair the classroom and come back with nothing. The Headmaster told Xia that the minister said he only will give money if Xia ask for it. Xia never meet any minister before and afraid that she will make the things worst but still she decided to visit the minister. She walked more than 10km to the province ministry office and sit in a beautiful office in front of the minister. Minister's eyes looks hungry and point to a room and said to Xia. Your money is in the room, if you want, follow me. Xia saw a big bed in the room and is the bed that she lost her virgin. Minister raped her...
床单上留下了处子的血，那血，比挂在局长办公室墙上的国旗还要红。
Her virgin blood drop on the bedsheet and is more reddish than the color of the national flag hanging in that room.
殷彩霞没有哭，因为，在眼前浮现的是孩子们没有教室上课而可怜的望着她的眼神！
Xia didn't cry, because all she can think of is the eyes of all the disappointed students that she might have to face if they knew that they have no more classroom.
她连夜步行回到家里，没有跟任何人说起她的屈辱。
She didn't tell anyone about the rape after she went home.
第二天，村民们自发来到学校，买了些材料把简陋的教室重新搭建起来了。可遇到刮风下雨的日子，依然上不了课。殷彩霞几次跟孩子们说，县里不久将会来人给他们买砖头盖一所牢固的教室，在这半年里，校长去县城找了局长十几趟，一分钱没拿到。只有他知道局长对殷彩霞做了些什么，但他却无能为力。新学期开始了，很少人交得起学费，能够坚持来校上课的孩子越来越少了，他们都跟着父母放羊去了。殷彩霞内心感到了疼痛，为这些失学儿童而疼痛。
The next day, with the money that was brought back by Xia, all villagers bought some woods and repair the classroom. But whenever there was a heavy rain, the classroom still cannot be used. Xia always tell the students that province ministry department will built a good school for them. In the past half year, headmaster had visited the ministers more than 100 times and never ever get any money from them. He is the only one who knows what has Xia done for the school and he can do nothing about it. The new semester comes, a lot of students cannot pay their fees and become schooless and follow their parents to work. Xia sad about that.
当殷彩霞知道孩子们的希望已经化为泡影的时候，她脱光了自己的衣服，对着镜子暗暗发誓将用自己的身体去实现孩子们的上学梦。在家乡她知道那些花枝招展回来过年的姐妹们都是在外做批肉生意的。她明白那是一条赚钱的捷径。她洗了个澡，告别了校长、告别的父亲，告别了那间千疮百孔的茅草棚，扎着两条麻花辫走向了繁华的大都市。临走的时候，父亲笑了，校长哭了......
When Xia feels that her hope of watching all her students can go to school become hopeless, distant and far.... she dropped all her clothes and swear to her naked body that she will use this body to exchange for a chance that all the children wil be able to go to school. She knows that all ladies in the village are working as a prostitute to earn the living and she knows this is a shortcut for her to earn money. She washed herself and say goodbye to headmaster, father, and school. She tight her hair as 2 ponytails and walk to the city. When she leave, her father smile and headmaster cry....
繁华都市的五颜六色并没有给殷彩霞带来一丝兴奋，她眼里始终浮现的是那间低矮茅草棚搭建的教室和孩子们渴望的目光。她走进了一家发廊，躺在了肮脏的床上，经受了人生的第二次蹂躏。那天，她在日记本上写着：局长连个嫖客都不如。
殷彩霞是那帮姐妹里最节俭的女孩。她从来不化妆，也从来不穿那些性感的衣服，她总爱扎着麻花辫，但她的生意却总是最好的，她总是抢了其他妓女的饭碗，她也经常为此遭到妓女们的群殴。鼻青脸肿之后，她会走向另一家发廊，似乎只有在那粉色的灯光下她才可以看到希望。看着嫖客们一张张邪恶的嘴脸，她似乎看到了孩子们天真的笑容，但她从来就不曾因此而流泪，因为，她是个老师。
In the colorful city, Xia is not happy at all, in her mind, there are only broken classroom and sadness and disappointed eyes of students. She walked into a Hair-Saloon, lay down on a dirty bed, and accept her 2nd dirty business. In that night, in her diary, she wrote : 'Minister can't even compare to her 1st customer. At least they pay.'
Xia is the most thirfty girl in that area. She never puts on make up, or never wear sexy clothes but her "business" is always the best. She always managed to snatch the other girls "business" and because of this, she always was beaten up by the rest of the other prostitutes. Face swollen after the beating, she will walk to another hair-salon for a safer "business" place.. it seems that Xia will only walk towards those salons with pink nelon lights.. because to her.. under the faint pink light, will those evil and wolf-like faces of those customers, will then she see those kids innocent smiles. But she never ever drop a tear because of all this. Because she knew she is a teacher.
她将自己的收入除去生活费之后，全部寄给了校长。校长按照殷彩霞的意思将她寄回的一笔笔嫖资全都用于改善小学的教学条件上。有人问起那笔钱的来源，校长就说那是社会捐助的善款。
She sends all her earnings back to the school. saving only what she needed for her to live. The Headmaster follows her instruction to use the money on the school. When people ask about the source of the money, the headmaster only answered that it was from some donation of society.
世上没有不透风的墙，有一天终于从邮局传来消息说那些钱是殷老师寄来的。当地媒体得知这一消息后纷纷试图采访殷彩霞，但都被她婉言谢绝了，因为，她是个妓女。
After a while, people got to know about the source of money and it is from the teacher. Many reporters would like to interview her and her generousity but she just refused. The reason is that she is just a prostitute.
有钱了，学校变了，第一个月，买了黑板，修了屋顶。第二个月，有了木制的课桌与板凳。第三个月，所有的孩子都有了课本。第四个月，所有的孩子都有了红领巾。第五个月，已经没有孩子光着脚丫上课了。
With the money, the school changed. First month, there is a new blackboard.. 2nd month, wooden tables and chairs. 3rd month, all the children has their own books. 4th month, all the children has a red tie. 5th month, no children go to school on bare feets.
第六个月，殷彩霞回来了。当孩子们看到她的时候，争先恐后地叫她'殷老师……殷老师回来了……殷老师好漂亮啊……'。看到孩子们激动的笑脸，殷彩霞哭了，这半年里，多少的委屈和泪水，在她眼里都那么的有价值。
On the 6th month, Xia come back. All students welcome her happily and say 'Teacher is so beautiful'... Facing all student's smiling face, Xia cries.. how many tear drops and how many sadness in the past 6 months... she feels worthy when she see all these.
在家呆了几天，殷老师又踏上了南下的路。
After few days at home, she goes back to city.
第七个月，有了操场。 第八个月，有了篮球。第九个月，有了新铅笔。 第十个月，学校有了自己的国旗，孩子们每天都能够在操场上看到国旗冉冉升起
在第十一个月，一个房地产商坚持不用套，结果让殷老师意外怀孕了，打完胎后，殷老师成了房地产商的二奶。可那位包养她半年的房产商因为因近段时间深圳房价陡降而抛弃了她，一分钱没付。
7th month, the school built a ball park, 8th month, basketball and a basketball court, 9th month, all students have new pencils. 10th month, the school has their own national flag, students raise the national flags daily. 11th month, a land-developer refuse to use condom and Xia become pregnant. After abortion, she become the developer's mistress. After a few months, the developer dump her because he faced problem on land-value drop in Shengzhen, he didn't pay her 1 cent.
殷彩霞终于疲倦了，她想回家，她想回到孩子们的身边，可她最大的梦想是为孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑，因为这个梦想还没实现，所以她只能回头去苦苦哀求那位房产商。房产商说没钱，但可以为她介绍一笔大生意，一老外，愿意出三千美元买她一夜。想到几年前的那阵大风，殷彩霞拖着疲惫的身躯爬上了老外的床。她发誓，过了那个晚上她就回到她久别的家乡，回到她久别的课堂。
Xia finally feels tired, she wants to go home, to go back to the school, but she has yet to fulfill her biggest dream for the students, which was building a concrete classroom and 2 PCs for the students. Because of these, she went back to beg the developer and the developer just refuse to pay anything. The developer only introduce a "business" to her. he told her, that there is a foreigner willingly to pay her US$3000 for 1 night. Thinking back of the wild heavy rain that happened few years ago which make her step the first step on this path, she tiredly goes to the foreigner's hotel. She sweared that she will go back to her home and school after this.
可就在那个晚上，殷老师被三个外国人强奸致死。死前她才刚过完自己21岁的生日。
But alas ! She was raped by those foreigners, 3 in total, raped until she died.She just turned 21 years old.
殷老师死了，她没能完成她最后的夙愿，那就是给孩子们盖上一间砖砌的教室，再为孩子们买上两台电脑
Xia died without fulfilling her final wish to build a concrete classroom and 2 PCs for the children.
追悼会上，人们看到殷彩霞的一张黑白照片，照片里，她扎着两个麻花辫，笑得如此单纯。校长翻开殷彩霞的日记，当着孩子们的面老泪纵横地朗读起来，她这样写道：卖一次淫，可以帮助一名失学儿童；当一回二奶，可以拯救一所希望小学…
In the funeral, people see a black and white photo of Xia. In the photo, she has 2 pony tails and was smileing so sweetly and innocently. Headmaster open the diary of Xia and read in front of all students, she wrote : ' Each prostitution, can help one schooless child; become a mistress once, can rescue a hopeless primary school...'
dreamt at 9:19 PM
Friday, February 6, 2009
Ip Man 《葉問》:Adapted from the life story of Ip Man - the grand master of the Wing Chun style of kung fu and sifu of legendary kung fu superstar Bruce Lee. This movie will be the first important record of the master's life. Ip's persistent devotion to Wing Chun is a classic example of the love and respect shown to wushu and the freedom and spirit it represents. Ip Man is a concept, a spirit, a way of thinking - and it exemplifies a new peak in Hong Kong's wushu movies.
Personally i love kungfu and romance comedy. so this is like my recently addicted show. haha. thought of sharing it with u all. Enjoy MY readers !! lol :D
dreamt at 8:46 AM
Miss R. ever since cny u have been missing. what has happen ? did i do smth wrong ? or is it u are ignoring me ? why ? Pls dun leave me like that. its horrible to be left alone, u say so urself. so why are u doing it to me ? i wish... i wish... i wish.. i can see u, hear u, hold u close to me once again.. i will wait for u ^-^
Well well, sharing a favourite song of mine.. cos i miss Miss R. hehe. so just bear with me for a little. Here it is :D
Chris Broωn - With You
I really want to be with u Miss R. i just dun know if the time is right yet ^-^
dreamt at 8:10 AM
