Wednesday, February 25, 2009

its night time again. raining heavily again. lol. life seems to move at such a pace when sometimes u wish u can stop for a while and enjoy a relaxing time with that someone.. but yet.. even if time slows down for me.. im all alone. of cos.. there are family and frens.. but the feeling is always different. oh lord.. what am i supposed to do ?

perhaps this song says it all ...


Lyrics
I'm running out of Patiences
'cos i can't believe what the hell
I'm hearing
And speaking of hell
It don't compare to this heat
That i am feeling

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh whoa whoa
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh whoa

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure

Not guuna lie
Or even try
You've got my wheel spinning
And i ain't the one to show
The gun
'cos that means you will be
Winning oh yeah

I love you too much
It shows
All my emotions go
Out of control oh whoa whoa
Good for you bad for me
When i can hardly see
From the tears that flow oh whoa

Ooh oh ooh
Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure

Somebody better hold me back
You're lucky i know how to act
(so lucky ain't gunna attack)
I'm being calm and cool
But believe me you
It's taking everything to just
Breathe breathe breathe ...

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure

Can't forget to breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Before i lose it get compo- oh oh oh 'sure

I am gunna breathe slow
Count from one to ten
With my eyes closed
'cos ladies take it in
And get compo- oh oh oh 'sure
Ladies never lose compo- oh oh oh 'sure.

hehe. so how did u enjoy it ? sometimes.. all u need is just to breathe ^-^


John 10:10
" The thief comes only to steal and kill and destroy. I have come that tey may have life, and have it to the full. "

When i read to this part.. i want to share with u a small story. Once a hunter was out in the forest hunting when he chance upon a deer. Just when he was about to shoot the deer.. he saw a young foal stumbling out from the bush beside and walk gingerly to the deer. The hunter then realised that the deer is a mother and has just given birth. The hunter was glad.. this means that the deer was weak and may not run fast enough to escape. He crept slowly forward and take aim.. just when he was about to shoot.. the deer spoke to him, " Oh mr hunter ! have mercy ! my child is still young.. if u kill me now.. he will be helpless and will starve to death.. give me 2 weeks time to train him...after that i will come personally to ur house and then u can do whatever u want to me. " The hunter was taken aback.. but he felt sympathy for the young foal should he kill the mother deer so he agreed. after all.. its only one deer. He left.
Days passed.. weeks passed... This day, the hunter was surprisingly on the same path hunting again.. when all of a sudden.. a deer walked up to him and bowed her head in front of the hunter. The hunter was overjoyed ! He thought he was so lucky.. just then the young foal came running out of the bush and was licking the mother deer. The hunter was even happier ! He cannot believe his eyes. Then the mother deer spoke, " Mr hunter, u may have forgotten about me. but i have not. i am the deer that u wanted to kill 2 weeks ago.. as promised i have come to offer my life to u.. but pls spare my child. He is innocent. I would also like to thank you for letting me enjoy 2 weeks time with my young. it was priceless. " The mother deer spoke without raising her head. then she turn slowly and said, " my child.. its time for me to leave. u have to remember what i taught u for the past 2 weeks.. becos i will no longer be here to guide u anymore.. " The young foal cry upon hearing that and keep licking his mother. The hunter stood there, transfixed by the heartwarming scence happening in front of him. He then recalled what happen 2 weeks ago.. being a father himself.. he was moved to tears.. He kept his gun and walked away slowly.. but not before leaving the apples he brought along in front of the mother deer.

Hehe. that was the story. sorry if i nvr narrate it nicely.. i did try :D. But telling u, my readers, this story is becos i wanted to share the moral of this story with you. It is of cos connected to the quote from the bible i wrote. God is always there to help us. to protect us. In face of danger and trouble.. do we just run away or face it head on ? The thief in the form of temptation, evil desires and death will always be surrounding us.. waiting to trap us if we took a wrong step. but God is ever-present. Believing in him, trusting him would save us and let us know what is the right path to take. It would also give us courage to face danger bravely. Therefore, no matter what happens, believe in God's power to pull us through even the most horrible times of our life.. never waiver our faith in our sincere heart.. and we will receive abundent life beyond our wildest dreams. Spiritually and Physically. Thats what i believe. ^-^

dreamt at 8:14 AM